Death - here i come

holding you hand,
i walked down the street....
wish i could run to a far off land,
and hope never again our paths would meet.

wait i have,
long enough for a golden dawn
but days have come
and days have gone...

all i have ever wanted,
to be free to fly,
but now ridden wit pain and deceit,
in my grave i want to lie.

gone are those days,
the grass in the meadow was green.
now, come have the days
to cry no one's shoulder i lean.

away i wanna go
away into the sunset.
away i wanna go,
fade into the sunset ......

A sadist's song

i have a dream,
which would make you scream.

in pain, in anger
ur life in danger.......

turn you upside down,
and rip and tear off your gown.
whip your uncovered flesh
leavin' you a total mess

you'll have a bloody breast,...
your nipple gleamin' like a crest.
you try, but u can't flee
as i look upon you in glee !!!

in pain, in anger
ur life in danger.......

as you lie so helpless,
i feel like god there to bless....
as i enter into the deep softness.
stifling it with my hardness

seeing you shriek,
seeing you cry......
me the manic freak...
peaceful i lie

there you stay still
in pain, in anger
ur life in danger.......

On the lane of life ....

i walked a mile in the rain,
in the cold and chillin my soul

drops of rain,
dousing me with pain...
drops of rain,
killin' me on the lane.

life's a big fuck,
turned me a freakin whore
is it my luck,
or is it just a lore.... ??

it all began when i fell in love,
it was all bliss...
and my life dove,
cos' it was poison ivy kiss...

drops of rain,
dousing me with pain...
drops of rain,
killin' me on the lane.

the lane of life....
my life of strife......
the lane of life....
my life of strife......